Sometimes feel lonely... Y??

i do feel lonely...especially at school..when my two best fren don come to school i sure will die..i will boring until ply my ten fingers...lol...i knw sure gt ppl will ask me y i oni hve two fren in sch...actually i still gt other fren bt nt tat close wth each other..mayb i still cant forget wat had happen last years..do u tink tat i m very childish???i still remember last year during the final exam b4 pmr , one of my best fren tell teacher tat i cheat in exam...BT THE TRUTH IS I DIN CHEAT IN EXAM...tat is my favourite subject n i gt confident i can score A...wat for i need to cheat...i keep asking myself , is he jealous at me...MAYB...then we have to do the test second times...tat kes nt oni me , my other best fren oso involve....so kek tao....lol...no choice lar...sometimes ppl will hate u...After the incident happen , i din talk him 4 long time...until 1 day teacher ask me abt my relationship wth him...i said i wont forgive him...then teacher said A GOOD FREN VERY HARD TO FIND NW IN TIS COMPLICATED WORLD...i jst keep my mouth shut tat time....i tink back wat my teacher said...I TINK HE NEVER TREAT ME AS HIS BEST FREN B4...JST SAID TAT I M HIS BEST FREN BT HE ALWAYS LIKE TO SAY BAD TINGS ABT ME...IS TAT WAT WE CALL BEST FREN????

i feel lonely sometimes mayb oso bcoz of someting tat i had lost n don hve the courage to find it...actually i tink everyting in tis world there is a solution bt no...nt everyting can b solve...i try to solve my problem 1 years ago bt still canot solve it..jst like puzzle n someting is missing inside it..sometimes i try bt very hurt...some ppl say i 2pid , some ppl say i hve to give up n some ppl say i hve to b patient...n i always tink which 1 i gonna to choose....bt nw i tink i choose to give up...i hve waited 4 some1 4 two years n i already tired...(jst like the song said...Tis song is from jay chou..)(An Jing)只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天睡著的大提琴安靜的舊舊的我想你已表現的非常明白我懂我也知道你沒有捨不得你說你也會難過我不相信牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經希望他是真的比我還要愛你我才會逼自己離開Chorus你要我說多難堪我根本不想分開為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過我沒有這種天份包容你也接受他不用擔心的太多我會一直好好過你已經遠遠離開我也會慢慢走開為什麼我連分開都遷就著你我真的沒有天份安靜的沒這麼快我會學著放棄你是因為我太愛你