Wednesday, December 31, 2008

new year...

happy new year....

now i at tampin and alrdy 1.40am....i tink yesterday(31 December)i had a very wonderful day n was a last day of 2008...y i feel so happy...erm...i tink these few week i had gone through a lot of tings n at last i solve it..no more worry..but still gt a bit worry..now i feel more mature n hope 2009 will be better than 2008...how i celebrate...haha...a bit special n a bit simple...after finishing playing badminton with my senior , we (ah liang , lao kai , my uncle n me) go count down..u knw how we celebrate...haha...we eat satay...lol...n we sat there for about 3 hours...siao...we eat until 12.00am...so geng...four of us eat 100 stick of satay..wah...now canot slp...so kek tao...we sat there talk n talk...although our age were different by 10 years n 20 years but we can talk like we r the same age...lol...talk a lot of fei hua...then at last 2008 had past..at tat moment i make a wish..n i hope my wish will come true...
happy new year...

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

two days to go..

two days to go , then my final friendly match will begin...tis time is a bit different from my other friendly match..coz tis time is ''TAMPIN VS ALOR GAJAH TEAM''..so i tink will be a very nice game n a good ending place for me ...coz tis two months i had gone through a lot of hard times with my performance n i finally gt it back..n i should be proud of myself..


still gt 49 hours before the final match begin..

back..

hi everyone...i m back...but still not yet fully recover...tis time i wan to write about the experience tat i nearly wan to give up my life on tat day...ya...i knw...may be a lot people say tat i m too stupid n easily give up my life...but tat time i really wan to give up n the feeling i had were totally different...n my head just keep on telling me , ''i already tired of living in tis world''...but at last i din common suicide...when i wan to die tat time , i suddenly realize tat there are still a lot of ting i nt yet complete n there are a lot people r still care abt me...the important ting are '' i don wan to let the one tat i care , i respect n i love to worry abt me''..tat the reason tat nw i m still standing here n whatever happen to me in the future u r still the person i care abt much than any1 in the world..i promise to u n all my family ''i will continue my life no matter how hard izzit''..

Thursday, December 18, 2008

my life is gone...

tdy morning abt 2.30am i watch a movie , name ' secret '..tat movie i already watch before..bt tat time i don knw y i want to watch it again..nt because of tat movie is nice bt there is some kind of feeling inside me n force me to watch it again..i like to watch tis movie because when they play the piano my hand start to move...its weird i knw...bt nvm lar...while watching the movie...i cry..haha..long time no cry already...tat movie make me cry n suddenly i feel tat i m inside the movie...looks like i m going to the world...i knw its weird..but it's true..the part tat i cry is the guy feel in love with the gal tat he cannot love n the girl already dead..the guy don care abt her past n the guy throw away his future n back to the past because of tat gal..n the movie end here..now already 4.42am...i haven't sleep yet..in tis movie i learn tat don care how people look at you , n always be yourself..i learn it but i cant do it..i always care about people look at me , n never be myself before...the EUGENE tat my friends knw is like talk in class , very clever , arrogrant , selfish n has a lot of friend...but i tink tat EUGENE is not me...i don like to talk , i m nt tat clever , i m nt tat arrogrant , i m nt selfish n i don have much friends in my life..i prefer myself to be alone..i hate myself for being such a failure n for nt being myself...i wan to change myself back to the EUGENE tat i knw n not everyone knw..but i cant..i just feel tired of being other people..now i just feel tat i hate everyone in tis world..n i feel tat one day , they might betray me..tat y people say tat i m a coward..ya..it's true i m a coward..i m a coward because i have feeling..i like to help people..but some other people tink tat i wan close to the people n wan to knw a lot of people..n some other tink tat i m a person tat very action , like to show off..so they tink tat when i help people , i can show off wat i really gt..i just wan to say if u all tink tat i m the type of person..PLEASE leave me alone..n i have enough of it..people think tat i m perfect actually i have nothing...i like to play badminton..i always think tat badminton will be my second life n never give up..i have been go for training for almost 9 years..but tat day has come..i went back to my hometown to play badminton with my coach friend...n i had a most lousy game in my life...my coach friend say tat '' I HAVE BEEN GO FOR TRAINING FOR SO MANY YEARS BUT PLAY LIKE A PERSON THAT DON KNW HOW TO PLAY BADMINTON ''..n he say '' BETTER STOP TRAINNING LIAO ONI WASTE MY TIME ''..after i heard i feel like i m such a loser n feel shameful to myself..i m very dissapoint of myself tat time..i ask myself ''wat wrong with me?'' why i m such a loser..i feel sad n i cant forgive myself..ya...i nt tat clever...since i start to read book tat time , i already hate to study..tat y my result all the while is very bad..now...i feel tat i really a loser..nothing i can do..now oni regret..it's too late...next year already spm..m i ready? no at all..n my father company is going to close..wat can i do..i can do nothing..just sit down there n watch...a lot of thing has change only in a few minutes...ya..i admit i have a lot of friends...but who is the one who really wan to be your friend..ya it's true..form 2 , form 3 n form 4 , i always talk in the class n like to joke with people...but i feel tired now...i have a tough year..n i really have enough of it...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

cHanGe LoR..

everyone has change
i nearly cant recognize my primary fren
n i still the same
hahaha

Monday, December 15, 2008

WHY..


Why?
Why'd it all end?
Why all the pain?
Why's the sunshine gone?
Why again all the rain?
Why all the lies?
Why all the heartache?
Why all the tears?
Why the painful cries?
Why all the fears?
Why's the bond we once had, now all gone?
Why is it that you are so far away,
yet you still feel so near?
Why can't I let go?
Why can't I just face the truth?
Why i m such a coward....

Once is enough
-----------------------------
Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark,
dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

Empty n Confuse

A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there;
wondering where I wentWrong
Calling out for you,
only to find there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love ..

Don wOrRy Be hAppy...

I could have held you all night long,
I could have laid next to you forever,
But then I know tomorrow soon would come,
And still we couldn't be together . . .
I went against what my head was saying,
and followed my heart through,
And instead of quitting while I was ahead,
I started falling in love with you
We had so much fun together,
the memories we made so great,
all those nights laughing and smiling,
staying up so late..
As the snow falls on the sidewalks,
I know this too will pass,
for feelings are like the seasons changing,
and one season never lasts..
So, I know this must stop now,
and tomorrow soon will come,
as we walk away and never look back,
as our warm feelings become numb..

Don knW waT tO Do...

sienz..........
sienz tat time make me feel crazy...n tink a lot ting....
lol....
sometimes after training oso don knw wat to do...
work...after oso don knw wat to do...sienz...
study...ya gt study....bt study a while nia...later jiu zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
boring......

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Elysia: wow!!! nice..

Elysia: huh....finish d....so fast...

Elysia: hehe...still gt...no yet finish...


Elysia: wah!!!! nice....i like it...what brand is this....


Saturday, December 6, 2008

^^V

HOW GUYS FLIRT:
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)



HOW GIRLS FLIRT:
1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible


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Sunday, November 30, 2008

lose d...

lol...tdy is final...n finally our team alrdy advance to final..haha..bt we ply against team hellokitty..tis gt a bit changes..hellokitty gt Cindy , Gui Fang , Sim n Kuang Yik...Then our team gt me , Mervin , Dera n Zhong Xiang..At first our team lose first match..tis first match is Dera play against Sim...they ply 4 rubber set..bt at last we lose..so Hellokitty team lead us by 1 point...Then second match is Zhong Xiang partner Mervin play against Cindy n Gui Fang...bt second match we won...by rubber set...so nw is 1-1...draw..nw is my turn to ply against my senior...first set i won by 21-16...second set i lose 16-21...then last set i oso lose 18-21...haiz...very close game...i just wan to say to all my team mate very very sori 4 losing the last match...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

happiness wont last forever....

Today i recall back someting tat very important..n oso i saw someting very cruel...bcoz of tat , we must appreciate tat the god give us the chance to live , care n love our family n fren...including the 1 we love....coz when time is come , they will disappear n gone to other place....the place tat we cant reach...we will reach tat place oni when the time is come....no matter wat happen to ur love 1 , we must be patient n solve the problem...n don be sad when u have lost the person u love , coz mayb one day u will find a better person..

Today i saw an old lady cried 4 his son to take her back home...Her son just left her there alone n just go...her mother cried n shout...i really sad n feel disappoint to them...why they can do such a cruel thing to his own mother...why they want to leave their mother alone n just put her at there....izzit someting wrong in his mind...i cant understand..

n today is my fren 16 years old birthday n she had past away for six years....so i with my fren go n visit her grave...i recall back to the time tat we play together , eat together , laugh together n i really miss tat time...i really cant forget wat she say to us before she die...she say OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER GONE N WILL REMAIN FOREVER N EVER..i really miss her...we bought her some food n flower...we celebrate her birthday at there...

At nite , one of my fren call me...she say she already break with her boyfriend...she say she very confuse and sad...don knw wat to do....tat time i oni can do is accompany her for whole nite..we talk through phone...i realized tat happy wont last forever...happiness oni just like a dream...gone is gone...it wont come back..unless we find back our happiness...tat all i wan to say today tired liao...whole nite din slp...good nite...

Thursday, November 20, 2008

yoo...semi final d..hehe..

hahaha..so happy...actually ntg to happy..nw we r at semi final....tat day (Sunday) , we gt a small tournament during training...we separate to 3 group...choose by our coach lar...we have to ply 4 single n 1 double...by using round-robbin format....so my team....team XYZ ,we gt...LI QUN , MERVIN , IVAN , DESMUND N ME...bt we haven ply a match...we straight away to semi final...haha...actually using round-robbin format no semi final de...haha...oni gt final...so tis sunday we r going to ply wth other group..tat group gt CINDY , GUI FANG , AH YEW N SIM....all state player...haha..i tink gonna b a good game...hope so...another team will b my nitemare...coz....tat team gt 1 person tat i really scare...coz he beat me in rubber set...21-18 , 20-22 , 20-19...so close....so kek tao tat i can lose...bt nvm lar...hope we will meet again nxt week...the champion will get 1o bottle of 100plus...WIN LOR...

Friday, November 14, 2008

T.T... no use...

haiz....jst kena marah frm coach...so sienz...no use....lousy....slowpoke.....pig.....y no form at all???whr is my form???whr is it???don knw whr my form go...another tournament is around the corner , if i cant find my form back....T.T...habis lar me...oni get one tittle for tis year..haiz....no use... my defend totally out...net oso out of form...everything out...crazy man...y izzit happen?? i nvr experience b4...haiz...uncle oso say i lousy tis time...so kek tao...

MY FORM!!!!PLS COME BACK TO ME....IF NT , I WILL DIE ...PLS...

hehe...jst stop by n say HAPPY HOLIDAY..

hehe..I'm back...back frm hell...jst stop by...ntg to write tis time...later i will post a new article abt camp tat i went last Saturday at ACS sch...u all can view more pic at my fren blog...u all can view her profile...hehe..院长..tat her blog name...


HAPPY HOLIDAY FRENZS....
done.....


Thursday, November 6, 2008

借口

没钱不是借口
失恋不是借口
不会不是借口
笨不是借口
不帅不是借口
不过我知道有一个是借口..
那就是我不知道什么是借口....

Holiday is around the corner...don knw wat to do...

yahooo..........holiday coming man....bt the problem is tat don knw wat to do..........coz it will b a damn boring holiday....aiyo...actualley nt tat boring lar...coz can go to tranning everyday..haha..waited 4 such long time d...lol...4 some1 don knw me , i tink they will tink tat i 'm crazy...tranning everyday..haha...hehe...i wont at melaka during the holiday , i will go back to my TAMPIN...hehehe...so much fun staying there...coz tat 's the place tat i gr0w up...wont 4get...haha...i oso can ply wth my cute mei mei...hehe..tat 's my mei mei...her name is ELYSIA.....OMG...she can eat one normal burger...n she just 6 yars old...haha...so fat..bt cute..haha...she is a badminton player too n oso gt go to tranning...haha...she our future MALAYSIA WOMEN NUMBER 1 SEEDED PLAYER...haha..hope so.... lol..nw i oni remember..still need to go kai kai wth fren...haha....if go out , come back sure po kai de..haha..i oso don knw whr my money spent on...haha..weird...mayb gt some1 take my money and use it..haha..tat 1 cannot b de...lol...i tink ntg to write d...Anyway wish u all happy holiday...i tink still early to wish u all...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

POnteng again!!!

lol.....boring lar go to sch...every1 ponteng...if i go oso alone...lol...better stay at home....haha....i tink tis year i already ponteng more than 10 times d...i tink 10 times nt enough lar...mst more than 20...then oni kena blacklist....haha...bt gt reason de lar....haha..if nt my papa oso wont let me ponteng 1...bt tdy i ponteng 4 no reason...bt i tink gt 1 reason...no mood...haha...bt teacher oso wont care d lar...coz ntg to teach d...if teach oso certain sub oni...coz nt yet Finnish syllabus....haha...

Lucky ( Bt i 'm nt tat Lucky)

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the seaI
keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like thisEvery time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hairthough the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

(I hope i 'm tat lucky...)

NeVeR.....


NeVeR....



whY nEveR.....



whY....



IZzit someting wRonG .....



iZZit u taught i 'm having fun....



izZit the time is nt rite....



Izzit i 'm too late....



iZzit i 'm nt perfect enough....


Y......

Monday, November 3, 2008

Jason Mraz guitar CHORD...

NOTICE!!!!THERE MIGHT B SOME MISTAKE...LINE NUMBER 8 CHORD C AND D IS SEPARATE....AND LINE NUMBER 9 CHORD G AND D OSO SEPARATE..THX..ENJOY IT...
Jason Mraz

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------------------------------------------------
--7/9-7-----7/9-7-----7/9-----------------------
--------------------------9----9--9/10---10/5--- x2

G
Well you dawned on me and you bet I felt it,

D
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted,

Em
I fell right through the cracks,

C

And now I'm tryin to get back....

G
Before the cool dun run out, Ill be givin it my bestest

D
Nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention

Em
I reckon its again my turn,


C D
To Win some or learn Some

CHORUS:


G D
But I wont hesitate

Em
No more, No more
C
It can not wait; I'm Yours

Repeat that same rhythm and patter throughout the song and rest of the verses. Thx!
END

TRY TO PLY TIS SONG WHEN U FEEL BORING...COZ IT MIGHT HELP U TO CURE UR BORING DISEASE....HAHA...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

I lose more than I WIN!!!

i miss my racquet...my racquet turn into two..T.T


LOL...ya i lose more than i wIn...if nt mistaken...i already lose abt 4550 matches d..haha...good man...n i won jst oni 379 matches oni...so lousy man...i tink last year December i already lost 205 matches...jst oni 1 month..n oso lose until no money..coz when i ply wth my senior , we bet..win get rm1 n lose had to give rm2...so for me , losing is better than i win...coz i can gain a lot of experience....nt oni tat , n i oso learn to nt afraid to lose....haha....i knw wan to b a champion is nt easy....every1 wan to b a champ...bt we have to train hard oni we can get a good result...tat y i nvr skip training class , nvr afraid to lose , nvr give up n nvr blame other ppl for my matches when i lose...

Friday, October 31, 2008

PARTY LOR!!!!!!!!!! ^^V

TDY IS THE LAST CLASS 4 CHINESE CLASS..N WE DON STUDY...SO WE HAVING PARTY AT 4SN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAHOO!!!!!!!!!GT 4 LARGE PIZZA , NUGGET , FRENCH FRIES , HOT DOG , JELLY , BEE HON N SOME SNACKS....
DON KNW CAN EAT A NOT....HAHA...COOK BY TWEETY BIRD....LOL....




WAH....SO FAST LEH...U KNW WHO EAT DE...HAHA.. I OSO CANOT BELIEVE SHE CAN EAT SO FAST....(KURA EAT DE)HAHA...LOL...SIOK SENDIRI PULA...HAHA...NEH..KURA ON THE LEFT...HAHA...



GREEN T-SHIRT IS HAMTARO...(NICKNAME LAR)THEN LONG HAIR 1 LEH IS KURA..(OSO NICKNAME)...SHORT HAIR DE LEH IS TWEETY BIRD...(NICKNAME TOO)




HAHA...MEI YUE ON THE LEFT , THEN BAO XIN CENTER N SIEW YEN ON THE RITE....LOL...





ASK TO EAT...WAN TO SLP PULA...HAHA....GILA 1!!!!





HEY...DON LOOK AT ME.....HAHA....LOL...SMILE.......







.BIG EATER....NEO....
LOL...TAT ALL....SEE U ALL NXT YEAR....DON MISS ME K.....^^V

THe DaY b4 DeePavali....

BIG FAMILY GO KAI KAI........WAT WE DO????LOL....NT TAT CLEAR...(I MEAN THE PIC...)HAHA....DOING NTG...
LOL....NW ALREADY 11.3O......TAKING SURPER...HAHA...I TINK GT 5 TABLES JOIN TOGETHER...HEHE...
HAHA....THE FOOD COME D....NT ROTI CANAI...IS LEMBING....IF NT MISTAKEN...IS A TRADITIONAL FOOD...WE DON USE CURRY TO CELUP IT...WE USE SAMBAL.....HEHE..TAT'S ME....

LOL..FINISH MAKAN...I TINK ALREADY 12.30..HAHA...SO , HAPPY DEEPAVALI...

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Life is nt meaningless...

Life is full of colours and is nt oni 1 colour on it....so means tat actually life is nt meaningless..life is full of challenge n we have to face it wth our courage , patient and braveness....when we fail , we have to stand up again and say LET'S CONTINUE....NO TURNING BACK AND TAKE IT AS AN EXPERIENCE...don b COWARDS...I HATE COWARDS....IF U DON KNW WAT THE MEANING OF COWARDS , GO FIND IT UR SELF!!! if u fail , wat the big deal....i do fail b4....i fail a lot of times bt i still wont give up...we must believe in GOD N MIRACLE....we can make miracle bt oni the matter of time...Oni is a small matter , bt we make it as big a matter...tat y now these days , there so many common suicide cases...bcoz they can't handle it , n they taught tat , TAT IS THE END OF WORLD...THEY NEVER TINK ABT THEIR LOVES 1 AND THEY JST 'GO'.....we must c wider n b open minded....n believe U STILL HAVE UR GOOD FREN...UR GOOD FREN WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT NO MATTER WAT!!!!!!!!!

REMEMBER IT.......

Friday, October 24, 2008

will we meet some1 tat we love very much n can b together??

hahaha..i believe tis is the hot topic among these days....will we meet???er...i will put a very very big question mark on it...coz i oso don knw...most of my frn i hve seen , they love tat gal BUT tat gal ignore him...hahahaha....tat the fact...i don knw how hard izzit to make a gal fall in love wth u...coz i don hve tat experience..when i ask my mom or my dad , they always said 1 day will come..haha...funny izzit...1 day will come....i gt 1 fren who always tell me abt the 1 he love...n my fren oso has waited 4 her 4 almost 2 years if i m nt mistaken....the gal was pretty...my frn has spent almost rm 1oo 4 her birthday..tat time he almost no money bt he still don give up.. at last he borrow money frm me....haha..no choice lar...have to help...bt the gal don like him at all...FREN SORRY TO SAY....IF U SEE TIS...PLS FORGIVE ME...I JST FOLLOW MY FEELING TO WRITE IT OUT...n my fren still din give up...i jst don understand y tat gal don even has any feeling at my fren... haiz..big question mark here?????nt fair at all...I FEEL PITY TO MY FREN...HOPE HE 1 DAY HE CAN B TOGETHER WTH HER....(hope tis song will give u a simple love..there is no sadness n oni have happiness..all the best 4 u)(Tittle:SImplE LoVe)说不上为什么我变得很主动若爱上一个人什么都会值得去做我想大声宣布对你依依不舍连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受河边的风 在吹着头发飘动牵着你的手一阵莫名感动我想带你回我的外婆家一起看着日落一直到我们都睡着我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀我想带你骑单车我 想和你看棒球想这样没担忧唱着歌 一直走我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害你靠着我的肩膀你 在我胸口睡着像这样的生活我爱你 你爱我想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~我想大声宣布对你依依不舍连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受河边的风 在吹着头发飘动牵着你的手一阵莫名感动我想带你回我的外婆家一起看着日落一直到我们都睡着我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀我想带你骑单车我 想和你看棒球想这样没担忧唱着歌 一直走我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害你靠着我的肩膀你 在我胸口睡着像这样的生活我爱你 你爱我想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀我想带你骑单车我 想和你看棒球想这样没担忧唱着歌 一直走我想就这样牵着你的手不放开爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害你靠着我的肩膀你 在我胸口睡着像这样的生活我爱你 你爱我♥

Sometimes feel lonely... Y??

i do feel lonely...especially at school..when my two best fren don come to school i sure will die..i will boring until ply my ten fingers...lol...i knw sure gt ppl will ask me y i oni hve two fren in sch...actually i still gt other fren bt nt tat close wth each other..mayb i still cant forget wat had happen last years..do u tink tat i m very childish???i still remember last year during the final exam b4 pmr , one of my best fren tell teacher tat i cheat in exam...BT THE TRUTH IS I DIN CHEAT IN EXAM...tat is my favourite subject n i gt confident i can score A...wat for i need to cheat...i keep asking myself , is he jealous at me...MAYB...then we have to do the test second times...tat kes nt oni me , my other best fren oso involve....so kek tao....lol...no choice lar...sometimes ppl will hate u...After the incident happen , i din talk him 4 long time...until 1 day teacher ask me abt my relationship wth him...i said i wont forgive him...then teacher said A GOOD FREN VERY HARD TO FIND NW IN TIS COMPLICATED WORLD...i jst keep my mouth shut tat time....i tink back wat my teacher said...I TINK HE NEVER TREAT ME AS HIS BEST FREN B4...JST SAID TAT I M HIS BEST FREN BT HE ALWAYS LIKE TO SAY BAD TINGS ABT ME...IS TAT WAT WE CALL BEST FREN????

i feel lonely sometimes mayb oso bcoz of someting tat i had lost n don hve the courage to find it...actually i tink everyting in tis world there is a solution bt no...nt everyting can b solve...i try to solve my problem 1 years ago bt still canot solve it..jst like puzzle n someting is missing inside it..sometimes i try bt very hurt...some ppl say i 2pid , some ppl say i hve to give up n some ppl say i hve to b patient...n i always tink which 1 i gonna to choose....bt nw i tink i choose to give up...i hve waited 4 some1 4 two years n i already tired...(jst like the song said...Tis song is from jay chou..)(An Jing)只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天睡著的大提琴安靜的舊舊的我想你已表現的非常明白我懂我也知道你沒有捨不得你說你也會難過我不相信牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經希望他是真的比我還要愛你我才會逼自己離開Chorus你要我說多難堪我根本不想分開為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過我沒有這種天份包容你也接受他不用擔心的太多我會一直好好過你已經遠遠離開我也會慢慢走開為什麼我連分開都遷就著你我真的沒有天份安靜的沒這麼快我會學著放棄你是因為我太愛你

lol..nt fair...

lol...jst Finnish exam....so relax...bt i hate one ting during exam...i hate those ppl cheat!!!!!!!!if they cheat 1 or 2 question i understand lar...bt they cheat can b say more than 10 question...hw can it b??!!!lol...bcoz of the teacher lar...don take care of the class properly..lol..y must they cheat in exam???haiz...mayb of the pressure gua...scare they will get low mark then their parents will scold them...bt oso no need to cheat mah...JST LIKE MY FREN SAID.....BLIEVE IN OURSELF...CHALLENGE OUR LIMIT...DON BOTHER ABT OTHER PPL HW THEY LOOK AT US , JST B OURSELF N DO THE TING TAT CORRECT...MARKS DOESN'T IMPORTANT , THE MOST IMPORTANT TINGS IS WE ALREADY TRY OUR BEST...N THERE IS NOTHING TO LOSE...i write tis article is nt to against the ppl who cheat in exam...bt is to awake those ppl who cheat in exam n b prepare 4 ur nxt challenge...I WRITE TIS ARTICLE DOESN'T MEAN TAT I DIN CHEAT IN EXAM B4 , N I ADMIT I HAVE CHEAT IN EXAM B4...THX TO MY FREN 4 TEACH ME TO CHALLENGE MYSELF...THX YA...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Prepare 4 exam??!!!

hahaha......
nt yet prepare.....
let start with BM....
>BM... erm.... actually BM no need to prepare...so i din prepare...
>BI....erm...no need stdy...coz ntg to study.....
>MATH....erm....don knw which chapter i very weak...so don which to practise..
>ADD MATH....hehe...nt good at it...bt start to practise nw...
>BIO....erm....nt tat good....oni the third highest in the class....so need to read lor..haha...
>CHE....lol...very very very weak......don knw wat teacher teach at sch...no tuition...haha...bt i will try my best to beat one person....(XXXHKX)
>PHY....din get A b4...bt tis time target A....n beat every1 in class....
>PM....no worry....haha
>AKAUN....erm...nt tat worry...bt still need to practise lar..
>SEJARAH...omg...don knw which chapter i don knw....haha..nt yet prepare...

hehehe...gonna die tis time......

Friday, October 10, 2008

I HATE MYSELF AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIZ.... 9Th of October i did someting 2pid n feel regret of my childish behavior...Play until nothing to play...Take people licences...Then din return back..In the end , my fren been chase by police... then.... ACCIDENT....Lucky my fren accident nt tat serious...THX TO GOD TAT MY FREN WAS SAFE...Tat nite i feel sad n worry my fren wont forgive me...My heart so pain..Same like wat had happen last year...If my fren really forgive me , i oso wont forgive myself...

HATE MYSELF.......

Sunday, October 5, 2008

YOO.... JAY Chou new albUM cominG out>>>

To :JAY ChOU FANs.......


Jay NeW AlBUm CominG OUt...
SO.....
PLease suppoRt JAY New AlBum...
HEHE...
buY oRiGiNal k!!!
TaT aLL...

ThX.....

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Wat a DaY...

So tired man... today my coach give us a special trainning...he say tat was a good trainning..so we cant wait for it...lol...After tat , training started... u knw wat we all do...PHYSICAL TRANNING...i say OMG....Coz we need to do physical tranning for 3 HOURS...so exhausated...no choice lar...we have to prepare 4 next yar mssn...Lucky i still can survive...


After 3 hours tranning , we have a game practise...AT nite , i lived at my coach and some of my fren frm other state stayed together...we hve a dinner together too...u knw who cook??!! haha...my coach cook for us...Honestly the food is very 'NICE'...everybody say tat... my coach so happy when we say tat...haha... he actually don knw we meat..


Before we went to slp...we(DEVIL) ask coach to tell about his past..wat he had gone through..haha...his past was quite funny n sad too..After tat , he started to sing d lor...i mean he start to ask us went to bed d lor..haha..we(DEVIL) slp together...lol...tat jia wen so jahat man... he ask us to slp on the floor so he can slp on the bed..then we figth 4 justice...haha...tat all 4 today... nite fren...

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I can't smile without you

When I was young..I never needed anyone..And making love was just for fun..Those days are gone..Living' alone I think of all the friends I've known..When I dial the telephone , no body's home..All by myself..Don't wanna be All by myself Anymore...But one day...You came along just like a song and brightened my day ..Who would have believed that you were part of a dream..Now it all seems light years away..YOu know i can't smile without you... i can't sing without you and i can't laugh without you..I'm finding it hard to do anything..You see i feel sad , when you are sad.. I feel glad when you are glad...Some people say happiness takes so very long to find...well...I'm leaving your love behind me..

This article is for one of my friend who lost someone that he love very much..And i hope that girl will know that he can't smile without you...

Friday, September 5, 2008

MAn to lead , woman to follow... What are you view about this??

Any man who say this to a feminist would probably be called " MALE CHAUVINIST PIG" , MCP for short..THe days when man lead and woman followed are gone..LOng ago , the men were the one who had the physical ability to provide food and shelter for his changes , which included woman and children..Men were made to do the job of hunting,ploughing and other activities that required physical strength and skill..Woman do not have the necessary physical attributes..They were made to have children and take care of them..Now days things are very different.In most parts of the world now,there is no need for anyone to go hunting for food or do demanding physical work..IN fact hunting has largely vanished.To work at the farm , there are machine that can work better than any man or woman..So man's physical strength is hardly necessary for survival now..

The main concern for man and woman of this age is how to survive in this increasingly complex world..The requires knowledge,not physical strength..And as far as knowledge is concerned,man and woman have about the same ability..But now in these days,we have woman who are doctors,engineers,teacher,drivers,lecture and other professionals..They are in no way interior to men and in some ways better although no men would like to admit this..Thus woman can survive equally well in this world as men..To ask a woman professional to submit to a man who does not even half her ability would be foolish and immature..only a male chauvinist would do this ,and there are plenty around,especially the religious one who still cling on to religious precepts although these precepts have far outlived their usefulness..It is the egoistic male who insists he lead when clearly he is incapable of doing so..

For the most of man's history,men have been the leaders..If we are mature enough to look at the facts of our world,we have to admit it is these men who have made mess of it..Thousands of years of practice in running the world and they have failed miserably..They are still trying without much success..They led,and the rest suffered..This is not to say that woman can do better..Perhaps if men and woman had shored the reins of leaderships,the world would not be in this awfulness..It would be far better,if the human race in general discard this prejudice of woman being inferior to men..Men and woman are made for complement each other,not for one to subjugate the other..One cannot exist without the other,so it is only logical that they share the responsibilities of living together..It is not a matter of who leads who..It is a matter of walking side by side together..

Forever LOve

From a scale from one to ten
I give you eleven
The look of your eyes
Send me to heaven
The way i love you
I wont forget
I will always love you
Forever love....

Monday, September 1, 2008

Do You Tink Every1 in tis world are PERFECT????

erm....for me,i don't tink so everyone in tis world are perfect..Although our god give us with complete body..Because in this world we will face a lot of challenge and sometimes we will face a lot of sad thing..we don knw what's our future hold for....mayb one day,one of your best fren has betray u...Then u can't accept it so u try to do someting stupid tat will hurt everyone....After tat u will realize tat,u have done someting stupid n u will feel disappoint....
On tat time, i can prove tat everyone in tis world are nt perfect...i knw...in tis world there are so many BEAUTIFUL GIRL , HANDSOME BOY , TALENTED PEOPLE , GREAT ATHLETES AND SO ON....All tis are nt perfect....Although they hve such a talent tat INSPIRE other people BUT they still will made some mistake...Not only tat , sometime we will oso face some problem in our love life's....Let's don't talk about normal people who like me who used to live in normal life's...Now we talk about THE STARS ( not our daily newspaper 'THE STARS').. i mean famous people who live inside the famous world... MOst of the magazine in tis world such as GALAXY , u can see tat sure got some news about breaking up with their boyfriend or girlfriend... In ARTIST WORLD,u can see tat some are artist still had some problem wth their love life's... WHY IS TIS HAPPEN ???????

Friday, August 29, 2008

My Frenz cut botak...... Nt me... hehe...N LIN DAN SO HANDSOME....


lol........


botak...... hehe.... 1 of my fren cut botak.... u knw y he cut botak??? coz he too 'clever' n bet wth me.... he bet tat LEE CHONG WEI WILL GET A GOLD FOR MALAYSIA AND HE TINK TAT LEE CHONG WEI WILL BEAT LIN DAN.... BT I BET LIN DAN WILL BEAT LEE CHONG WEI...



HEHE....on tat day is my biggest day in my life....



bt after 40 minutes.... THE RESULT FINALLY CAME OUT...... AND THE WINNER IS LIN DAN....( N OSO EUGENE LIM) HAHAHA


THEN i faster make a call to my fren 'clever' fren say tat LIN DAN HAD WON A GOLD MEDAL...HAHA.....


THEN he keep quiet oni...... hahaha.......


ON 27 OF AUGUST..... HIS NAME CHANGE TO BOTAK....HAHA

so Fast...

lol.......

so fast leh....

nxt yar alredy form 5...... T.T......

hve to take SPM.....

Oh my god.....

one more ting.......

old D........... hahaha..... i mean 17 lor......

ppl will kill me if i say 17 old d....

hahaha.....

coz...... 17 nt tat old..... lol.....

Gt 1 teacher very pantang if his student say he alredy old..... haha

u knw who????

My BM teacher.... Cikgu Sidek....

N 1 MORE TEACHER.....

MR JIMMY GAN.... HAHAHA... HE ALWAY SAY TAT HE'S STILL YOUNG...

THE TIME WILL COME.....