cRaZY...

i'm reali damn crazy...coz i one day watch 3 movie at dp cinema...zzz...i spend total RM40...jst like tat alrdy gone...zz..my mum sy i sot d...haha..reali lo...wan to rest...after the first movie , i went to buy some cloth coz i haven buy any cloth 4 tis cny...zzz..bt at last no buy..coz no ppl comment n i don knw nice o nt..haha..den after the second movie , i went to have my dinner at MD...haha..bt the service reali damn lousy lo..zzz...after tat continue nxt movie...time past veri fast..nw alrdy 12.30 am...wan go eat surper...bt veri tired , so go bek lo..

C nEw Yar cOmiNg...

Chinese New Yar coming...bt i cant go bek to tamPIn...i nid to stay at melaka alone...shit!!!coz nid to work...no off day...i oni off after Chinese New yaR...zzz...reAli haTe lo...bt No cHOice...hehe...my salary DouBble...wow...nice...den nxt money gt money to use d...haha..bt still veri long..==..

tIs CaN deScRiBe hAlf HoW i FeeL..bT nT aLL..

dream...n lol...

herm...i going to be a part time nurse...bt..cant do long...==...coz march i going to PLKN...suck...so don knw wan to do o nt...bt if i work thr , i will learn many ting..coz tat clinic is a specialist clinic..so i cn learn a lot of ting thr..n i wan work...i wan to use up all my time..bt tat stupid PLKN make me cnt work...zzz..sad..if i work thr , i will apply 4 being a helper n cn travel...so damn fun...n oso help ppl...haha..i oni cn dream...no choice..herm...i oso plan wan to take some course on baking...so i cn bake n cn do some business...make money..$$$$$$$$$...nw everyting r money...n money...no money no talk...haha...bt reali tired...nw i writing tis blog is 5am morning...every1 slping except me...doing my research on management...haha...coz mayb i going to stdy management...depend on result...if gud..i tink i will change my mind...i will take medic course...bt reali to get it...coz i nt tat clever...i'm a bit dumb...haha..

zzz...boss...these few days always kena fuck by boss...lol...fuck me gt reason nvm...bt no reason he fuk me...n always me kena...zzzz...nvm...nxt time i going to fuk bek...haha..n every1 will support me...coz no 1 like him at thr...sori 4 using rude word..haha...

wOw...

fUUf....tired wan to update my blog coz everyday reach home at 2am...bt tdy have to update..coz i knw some shocking news...haha...i veri long time din talk with my bro d coz we din meet at home...whn i reach home , he alrdy slp..whn he wake up , i still dreaming..bt tdy , i went to his room n take his handphone n c...wow!!!he gt gf d...haha...he big le...n i getting old le...n nxt day i going to tell my mom tat she no nid to wori tat she don hve grandson to carry le...haha..

i wAnna gO hOme..

i wanna go home..bt nt at Malacca...coz i wan to leave tis place 4 a while..bt my boss don let me off...zzzzzzz...and he nid ppl...haiz...reali f***...hope my boss cn let me off...i

laSt chAptER oF mY loVe LifE...

herm..don knw wat to sy..n don knw hw to describe my feeling nw...bt still have to write down at here..coz is part of my life..my relationship with the one i love has end...why??mayb thr's someting tat i cant accept n mayb i'm blind...or mayb i too stupid coz put too much feeling in tis relationship...at last i feel disappointed...yesterday , i msg her tell her how i felt...n told her tat u treat me veri cold...n din even care abt me..den she ask me bek , wat i want??i feel sad i heard tat..wat i want??i told her...u knw wat..i don wan anyting , i jst wan u...den she jst sy o!!n she sy she feel sad whn i told her tat she nt care abt...OMG...den i said wat abt me???i nt sad , i nt pain ...hw u treat me...i gt feeling k...tat time i feel sad..coz she din even tink hw i felt...later she told me i tink too much...haha..i tink nt lo...coz as a guy , whn u c ur gf bluffing u , nt care abt u , treat u veri cold , hw u feel?? i tink too much..haha..gud reason...at last she said '' ok lo..everyting i wrong n say everytime i tink too much , she veri rimas''...at last we break...i feel veri sad tat time..n i cry...lyk a cry baby...coz..i reali don wan to break..bt we cant force our self n i had to accept...the last msg i sent to her was ''i sy sori to her coz cant be her perfect bf n wish her cn find a bf tat better than me..n i told her , i love her''....

tis is the last chapter of my first relationship..n i reali cant let it go...

neW...

zzzz...
i finally change my hair style...
herm...
bt i tink most of my fren cant accept it...
coz a bit weird....
haha...
nvm...
bt i lyk it...
hope my new hair style will change my life...
begin with new life n new hope...
HOpE...

loVe U alL..

wOw...tdy damn tiRed...bt nOrmAl..tDy i saw many my olD fRen...all have change a lot..some pretty , some handsome , some mature , n some 38...haha..bt i reali hapi..coz finally we cn meet again...n thx 4 u all advised...bt thr is 1 gal din turn up...herm..she's my kai jie jie...long time no c her d..miz her a lot...nvm..she bz..haha...bz dating...sori ar jie...u force me to write de..hehe...^^v ...Last...lOVe u alL..

aLL abT u N mE..

u oR mE...
i jSt waNt a NorMal lIfE..
nT a cOmpLicateD one..
bT u wANt..
u mAKe me CraZy eVeRyTimE..
i aLrDy tirEd of It...
thX..