herm..don knw wat to sy..n don knw hw to describe my feeling nw...bt still have to write down at here..coz is part of my life..my relationship with the one i love has end...why??mayb thr's someting tat i cant accept n mayb i'm blind...or mayb i too stupid coz put too much feeling in tis relationship...at last i feel disappointed...yesterday , i msg her tell her how i felt...n told her tat u treat me veri cold...n din even care abt me..den she ask me bek , wat i want??i feel sad i heard tat..wat i want??i told her...u knw wat..i don wan anyting , i jst wan u...den she jst sy o!!n she sy she feel sad whn i told her tat she nt care abt...OMG...den i said wat abt me???i nt sad , i nt pain ...hw u treat me...i gt feeling k...tat time i feel sad..coz she din even tink hw i felt...later she told me i tink too much...haha..i tink nt lo...coz as a guy , whn u c ur gf bluffing u , nt care abt u , treat u veri cold , hw u feel?? i tink too much..haha..gud reason...at last she said '' ok lo..everyting i wrong n say everytime i tink too much , she veri rimas''...at last we break...i feel veri sad tat time..n i cry...lyk a cry baby...coz..i reali don wan to break..bt we cant force our self n i had to accept...the last msg i sent to her was ''i sy sori to her coz cant be her perfect bf n wish her cn find a bf tat better than me..n i told her , i love her''....
tis is the last chapter of my first relationship..n i reali cant let it go...
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gambateh ba , it had end , so wat u have to do is forget it , dnt let urself frm getting hurt frm tat ......
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