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Laying alone in the middle of the night is kinda boring actually..But when come to boring this word, it really make think a lot..As usual, thinking about what are you doing, how are you and i hope everything is fine..Let me think, i think is been a while that we contact each other..Every times i wanted to find you but somethings was pulling me off..Tell me to make a stop or else i will be like a fool..i was laughing at that time because i am already a fool so why don't just continue to be a fool..Maybe not everyone know about how it's feel when you deeply fall in love to someone because in this world i believe there no more real love or we say pure love..there are only fake love..haha..that just my opinion..no offence..but i think going to be a year..time don't wait for us i think..But is kinda fun when you have someone that are so important in life your to care for..haha..For now i just need to concentrate on what i have to do..(is a part of story written by me)..Not really a story..just want to talk to myself..so write all these rubbish..haha..is hard to find someone to talk to now these day...everyone are busy..some lost contact..haha..but lucky i still got my blog to talk to...zzzz...i'm insane..

LOL...when i start to write story(not a story just a piece of trash)...haha..i also don't know..Maybe i trying to improve my English if not i really left out..When i start to compete with each other?? haha.. i also don't know..

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I can't stand the pain

I can't make it go away

I can't stand the pressure

I'm sick of my life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me...

What i wish just for a normal life.

Can i have it?

regret

this is my biggest fail in my life....

5 gud vs 5 bad

5 reason that make me not to study

1. i lazy
2. don have the mood to study
3. everytime say later oni study
4. everday badminton and sleep
5. don like those subject(math and account)

5 reason that make me study

1. people look down at me
2. i study for my own sake
3. i study because i'm the one who pay the fees
4. no certificate no job
5. no job no money

stUdY??

Student=study??? agree?? i tink i nid to agree although i hate books...people said , no education no future...i have to agree too..coz now...we reali nid tat stupid damn certificate to get a job...in another word is degree...at least a degree to get a job...but me...i reali do nothing...now my result become more worst than during the secondary time...lol...my dad paid for me to study..but i sleep inside the class...BAD HABIT...now...final exam is around the corner...but i haven prepare yet..FUCK...my buisness math..gone...account...gone...eccon...still alive...i tink is time to study...game time is over..sleeping time is over...concentrate EUGENE...PAY ATTENTION!!!!!

moNEy!!! i nEeD u!!!!!!!

moneY moneY moneY moneY monEy moNey AND monEy....

whR the heLL aRe U!!!!!

i rEali neeD u..

cOz i waN tO buY mY tIng..

eSpecially a NeW gUItar...lol...

cUm herE faSt...

i'm waIting fOr u!!!!

dYinG vEri faST!!!!

LOL...MId-tErm coming...How...i'm Scare lea...tat Day b.Math quIz...jSt 4 Question , n i Take 1 hour tO coMplete it...BUT...mOst of thE quesTion aNswer i cOpy fRm my Fren De...cOZ...i dON knW hoW to Do aT aLL!!!!!i Jst oNI kNw tO do 1 qUestIOn nia...i gOIn 2 b cRazy...i niD caTch up My maTH..iF nt , i GOin tO faIl mY MaTH!!!!!!!!!