WHY..

Why?
Why'd it all end?

Why all the pain?

Why's the sunshine gone?

Why again all the rain?

Why all the lies?

Why all the heartache?

Why all the tears?

Why the painful cries?

Why all the fears?

Why's the bond we once had, now all gone?

Why is it that you are so far away,

yet you still feel so near?

Why can't I let go?

Why can't I just face the truth?

Why i m such a coward....

Once is enough

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Purity once had a name,

And beauty once had a face.

Life once had a meaning,

And once I was safe.

Once there was freedom,

And once I could laugh.

Happiness once was alive,

And once I had another half.

Once I shared her love,

Once I was by her side,

Once I felt I fitted,

So quickly that died.

Her grace so great,

Her beauty so vast,

All I ever wanted,

Was for it to last.

Fate maybe had another plan,

Or maybe she had another love,

But it all fell apart,

The hand too big for the glove.

Now it's all died away,

Happiness, joy, love; all memories.

Now I walk alone in this dark,

dark world,

With no light to guide my way.

Empty n Confuse

A warm sensation fills my body

My heart races with every touch

The softness of your voice soothes

My soul

As I lay there hoping the moment

Will never end

The sensation so strong

I can no longer feel my body

Slowly I fade in and out of reality

In an instant the warm sensation

Fades away

My heart empty

My soul torn apart

Lying there;

wondering where I wentWrong

Calling out for you,

only to find there is no answer

My mind invaded with thoughts

So cruel and unrefined

The sensation of fear of what's to come

Slowly the reality over powering

The lust and fantasy

Leaving me empty

Confused on how to think or feel

The loneliness I feel

So wretched and compelled

Betrayal to myself

Revealing the terrors of my love ..

Don wOrRy Be hAppy...

I could have held you all night long,

I could have laid next to you forever,

But then I know tomorrow soon would come,

And still we couldn't be together . . .

I went against what my head was saying,

and followed my heart through,

And instead of quitting while I was ahead,

I started falling in love with you

We had so much fun together,

the memories we made so great,

all those nights laughing and smiling,

staying up so late..

As the snow falls on the sidewalks,

I know this too will pass,

for feelings are like the seasons changing,

and one season never lasts..

So, I know this must stop now,

and tomorrow soon will come,

as we walk away and never look back,

as our warm feelings become numb..

Don knW waT tO Do...

sienz..........

sienz tat time make me feel crazy...n tink a lot ting....

lol....

sometimes after training oso don knw wat to do...

work...after oso don knw wat to do...sienz...

study...ya gt study....bt study a while nia...later jiu zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

boring......

Elysia: wow!!! nice..

Elysia: huh....finish d....so fast...

Elysia: hehe...still gt...no yet finish...

Elysia: wah!!!! nice....i like it...what brand is this....

^^V

HOW GUYS FLIRT:
1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)



HOW GIRLS FLIRT:
1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible


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